Friday, February 27, 2015

Do Not Hesitate To Leave Your Old Ways Behind

Some people spend Valentine's Day kissing their boyfriends.  Some spend the day bingeing on chocolates with their gal pals.  I spent the day speaking about migrant justice at University Presbyterian Church in Tempe, Arizona.  This church graciously invited the Tucson YAVs to be their weekend guests during Mission Month.  We led a workshop on Solidarity, Charity and Advocacy, preached, spoke during Adult Education and went on a short hike with the youth group.  I'm thankful  for the opportunity to share my reflections on my year service.

The four Tucson YAVs, Allie, Emily, Hanbyeol, and I preached a sermon together.  First, we read a poem called Passover Remember, which we first heard during YAV Orientation in August.  Then, we used different verses to individually reflect on the our experiences during the first half of our YAV year.

Workshop on Solidarity, Charity, and Advocacy
Source: University Presbyterian Church


Below is my part of the sermon.  Click here to hear a recording of our sermon.  


Do not hesitate to leave
Your old ways behind –
Fear, silence, submission

… Then begin quickly,
before you have time to sink back
into the old slavery

Why do we feel the need to create borders?  How do we build equal and respectful relationships with people who are unlike us?  How can I work as an ally with those who are oppressed? What does modern day slavery look like? These are some of the questions I’ve grappled with during my year of service with Young Adult Volunteers. 

I have been blessed with the opportunity to serve at BorderLinks, where I organize and lead educational trips about the border.  During the last six months, I have spent time with a wide variety of people who have taught me more than I could have imagined. 

While observing the 25-foot border wall that separates Mexico and the United States, I have prayed with seminarians, reflected with teenagers, and taken pictures with retirees.  I have led workshops for squirmy middle schoolers where we explore what the words “immigrant,” “border”, or “family” mean to them.  Brave migrants have told me their harrowing testimonies at shelters in border towns like Nogales and Agua Prieta, Sonora.  I’ve wept as a woman recounted her experience of crossing the desert, getting detained by Border Patrol, and separated from her husband.  I have visited migrants at Florence Detention Center who migrated north to escape cartel violence in Honduras and Guatemala.  I have felt the panic that constricts your chest when you learn that your friend’s undocumented husband was just detained.  In the last few months, the border has come a part of me.  It is present in my thoughts, my tears, my worries, and my prayers.

In addition to learning about the challenges on the border, I had the chance to meet people who are bringing human dignity back to this region.  Raul, one of my friends and coworkers, spent last Christmas in a cold detention center, visiting detainees who have no one else to support them.  My friend, Josue, grew up undocumented, and is now organizing with other young migrants to get more access to higher education.  My local Presbyterian church, Southside, has opened its door to provide sanctuary to an undocumented mother so she can stay with her two boys and husband.  

If your Christ is not Chicano, what is he?

Amidst the darkness, I have also witnessed a powerful display of God’s love in the borderlands.  We are lucky to be part of a community of students, pastors, church members, atheists, migrants, and allies who have bonded together to turn barriers into bridges and make our earth look more like God’s kingdom.  As the Bible says in Ephesians 2: 13-15,  But now in Christ Jesus, you who once were far away have been brought near by the blood of Christ.  For he himself is our peace, who has made the two groups one and has destroyed the barrier, the dividing wall of hostility, by setting aside in his flesh the law with its commands and regulations.”  

During the last six months, my eyes have opened, my heart has ached, and my resolve has been strengthened.  With the support of my fellow volunteers and coworkers, I have begun to acknowledge my privilege, my citizenship and the effects of my country’s policies.

My work here has encouraged me not to “sink back into the old slavery” of injustice, prejudice, and ignorance.  I truly believe that the most radical act of love is to introduce people to each other.  If be build relationships, we realize we are linked.  Their struggle is our struggle.  Our society’s borders affect us all by perpetuating division, fear, and even hatred.  If we leave behind our fear, silence and submission we can reach a state of collective liberation where we are all free.  

Adult Education
Source: University Presbyterian Church


 
Hike with University Presbyterian Church youth group
I am in the hat.
Source: University Presbyterian Church




Sunday, February 8, 2015

Because I'm Happy





Getting to Know Tucson: Recently, I feel like I have turned a corner.  I feel more happy and comfortable in Tucson.  Between my work schedule, YAV activities, and Christmas vacation I was out of town almost every weekend in November and December.  During January, I actually got a chance to get to know Tucson and it's been great!  



View of Tucson from a hill near my house

Community of Volunteers: I am so thankful for my housemates and my Tucson community.  There are several other service corps in the area such as the Mennonite Voluntary Service, Food Corps, AmeriCorps, and Jesuit Volunteer Corps.  This means I've gotten to connect with other 20-somethings who are doing similar work and also want to explore Tucson. 


A few weeks ago, a couple Mennonite friends invited me to watch a play about sexuality in the church called Listening for Grace.  It was hilarious, poignant, and beautiful.  Ted  Swartz, the writer and main actor, uses comedy to spark conversation about controversial topics like homosexuality.  His goal is to get church communities to discuss uncomfortable topics.  After watching the play, members of the Mennonite church stayed to share their reactions.  Although there was a variety of opinions, the audience was noticeable affected.

I am thankful to be a part of a community of young Christians who are willing and excited to tackle contentious issues like sexuality, immigration, and racism.


Hiking Picacho Peak with some Mennonite volunteers
Source: Emily Oshinkie

YAV Support: There are several YAV alumni and board members who have reached out to help us with our transition.  Various board members have taken the my fellow YAVs and I to different places and events this month.  It feels a little silly to go on "field trips" to museums or concerts, but it has really helped me get to know the city.  We went to a natural museum called the Arizona-Sonora Desert Museum, a gem show, and an Avett Brothers concert.  Sometimes simple living doesn't feel so simple :)


We also have Vocational Discernment classes every other week that provide a space to reflect on our work and ruminate on what we should do after our year of service.  These classes include activities such as reading poems, collaging, doing the Examine, following a guided meditation, and walking a labyrinth.  Allie Wood, a former Tucson YAV, leads the classes and also meets with us individually for coffee dates every other month.  These meetings have become a sacred time when I can confide in someone who is familiar with my work placement and intentional community.  Her compassionate listening and questioning have helped me process some of my most intense YAV experiences.  I am so grateful for her friendship and mentorship.


We went to the Arizona-Sonora Desert Museum with YAV board member Julie Karra. 

Finding My Space at Work:  I feel more confident at work now that I have led two BorderLinks delegations (educational trips) with Santa Clara University and Carroll University.  I enjoy facilitating discussions, leading workshops, and supporting my participants as they come to terms with some harsh realities.  January was a busy month at work, but the staff bonded together as a team, encouraging one another when we were tired or overwhelmed.  I'm glad to work with such smart, motivated, and compassionate people.



Two coworkers and me 
Students from a delegation I led observe the border wall in Nogales, Sonora, Mexico

Tucson feels more and more like home.  Several days this week, I have been overwhelmed with happiness.  I feel so fortunate to live in a beautiful, multicultural space surrounded by coworkers and community members who care about me.  Leaving school has been difficult as I am far from my friends and family, have no idea what I want to do with my life, am fumbling my way through a new job, have to deal with real world responsibilities like paying bills, cooking myself dinner every night, etc.  Even so, like all my graduated friends, I have been working through these post-grad challenges.  Nevertheless, I feel supported my community as they are doing similar work and asking similar questions.  My housemates sit with me as I try to figure out how my small stipend will cover my utilities and my food expenses.  My housemates help me patch my tire when my bike gets a flat.  My housemates make me watch "Friends" when I have spent too much time discussing heavy topics like institutionalized poverty and prison systems.  Living in an intentional community with people who are quite different from me can be demanding, but it can also be incredibly fun and supportive.  I get to come home to friends who will ask how my day was, listen to my answer, and make sure I laugh a little. 


Thank you to everyone in Tucson and beyond who has supported me with this move.


My home in Tucson
Source: Abigail Osborne